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Blackbird Music Video

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This has been a while in the making because it had to tell the story of Blackbird in its fullness.

A celebration of Black women and the need for their voices to be heard and listened to. A celebration of multiculturalism and being mixed race. A celebration of representation and how much it’s needed – to feel like we are able to show up in all spaces as our full selves.

Blackbird is for all the women who have inspired me, pushed me, and held me. Black and White, I am blessed to have grown up within a circle of fiercely capable, independent, loving women who never allowed me to not believe in myself or my abilities.

You are my heroes.
You are my Queens.
You are my saviors.

Thank you to everyone who helped me to make this video a reality. Together, We Fly.

Sofar Sounds Livestream

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Sofar Sounds – Watch Here!!!

It’s been a really intense couple of weeks and I’ve been feeling spent – emotionally, physically, every day has felt harder than the one before. I hadn’t realised how much I missed singing; music helps me to work through my emotions, to find calm amongst the chaos.

It was such a blessing to sing through everything for the @sofarsounds livestream with my fave @abomic_tom in my living room. The first time we’d been able to play together since pre-lockdown and honestly, that was the best I’ve slept in months. Thank you to everyone who tuned into the livestream and who are continuing to watch now.

I tell you; feelings were felt 🧡

Tracklist:
Haily Mary – We Fly
Caramel – Ngaio
Objectify – We Fly
Sycamore (Say Their Names) – unreleased
Blackbird – We Fly

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Beyond The Hashtag

Community, Music

Klareice, 8 years old 🖤

Everytime I’ve tried to post this in the past, the tears haven’t allowed me. This is who Blackbird was written for – this beautiful, talented, vibrant little girl whose smile melts my heart.

This is LR Groove’s daughter. I spoke with him at length while Blackbird was being developed and before I released it. I was nervous. He told me that I would start a riot with Blackbird but that I was the one who could say these things and that as a tall, black man, he wouldn’t be able to get people to listen in the same way. He was right – that is my privelege.

He had to be the one to remix Blackbird and to have put it out on Durkle Disco a couple of months back and have it be relevant so soon is devastating and unsurprising.

Protest comes in many different forms – all of which are completely valid. For everyone marching, I stand with you. I cannot attend for my own reasons but have been working with others to set up a space for virtual protest – Beyond The Hashtag / @_beyondthehashtag for anyone who cannot protest physically. Covid is a pandemic we are dealing with currently, racism is a pandemic we have been dealing with for hundreds of years. This is not the first time someone has been killed due to the colour of their skin.

Since #blackouttuesday there has rightly been questions of how many people are actually going to push the message that #blacklivesmatter after it stops being a trend? Because it will. More has to be done – by our allies.

My greatest hope is that this time the emotional labour of this conversation will be taken on by our allies – to put themselves alongside us and take the lead in demanding change. From their friends, from their family, from their colleagues. In the slides are some information about the campaign and tools to get you started. More resources can be found on the website.

For any who don’t have the words, pick a line from Blackbird to get you started and just speak from the heart. Commit yourself to moving forward with compassion, empathy and the energy we need you to have to keep this going. It cannot only be down to us any longer. Film yourself making a pledge to take this #beyondthehashtag and post it to your profile. #blacklivesmatter so  #useyourvoice for change.

Thank You to all who have supported so far – the resource, the song and the message and THANK YOU to Klareice who helped create a movement with her creativity 🖤

We Fly – The Remixes

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Out Now on Durkle Disco

As soon as I knew what We Fly was going to be, I knew which producers I wanted to work with. LR Groove I ‘met’ on a Uk Funky forum and was one of the first people to hear the vocals for Blackbird, KG played the percussion for the original Objectify, Hagan‘s tunes I  was introduced to by Durkle Disco head man Koast (the label behind the We Fly Remixes) and Boa Kusasa‘s tracks had been staples in my sets for a hot minute.

I remember sitting down with at the very first step to the beginning of We Fly and discussing with Laura from Saffron Records who I was or wanted to be as an artist. It had been a while since I’d released anything as a vocalist due to damaging my voice and in that time my DJing had taken off and people were getting to know me more as that but singing and writing was where I started; I felt torn and decided now was not the time to ‘choose’ now was simply the time to ‘do’.

The first writing day, surrounded by pieces of A3 paper, I’d identified who the record was for and what I wanted it to represent – my blackness, feminism, politics, sexuality – and the questions that had come up for me at different times in my life since childhood. The songs that came out of that developed with my band were more than I could have hoped for as a musician. I love to sing them, I love to play them and I loved sitting in Coach House Studios co-producing them. However, if We Fly was really going to represent me wholly it had to encapsulate my ‘other’ side – the raver, the DJ, the afrobeat obsessive which is where the We Fly Remixes began.

We Fly Remixes

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I’m going to do a post on each of them in the coming month because they are incredible and as I’m now trying to learn production I want to dig into how they started, how they do what they do and where their inspiration comes from. Every track has been so utterly elevated and I am honestly so looking forward to talking to them all about it so if there are any questions you have for them let me know – I’ll be recording each one as a podcast episode.

Til then, listen and let me know which ones are your faves and why! I honestly cannot say how proud it makes me to see these projects sitting together; a total representation of my multi-faceted musical personality. This record is everything I had hoped it would be and more, feeling very blessed to have something like this to celebrate during these strange times. I’ve been up since 5am with a smile on my face – I hope this puts one on yours too! 

https://www.instagram.com/tv/B-__EdSjfud/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

Developing My Creative Practice

Journal, Music

I have been screaming for about an hour. Like a niggling memory I’ve been desperately not thinking about an application I wrote in November. After putting together a seemingly unattainable 6 months of self development laid out in a spreadsheet which looked too good to be true it was pushed to the back of my mind for the fear of wanting it too much.

Even so since this time last week I’ve been refreshing my emails, checking the date me and hundreds of other applicants would be told if we’d been picked. I’ve been mentally preparing myself for the ‘unfortunately’ beginning of the letter and putting together Plan B’s for all the mini dreams that had been brought to the forefront of my mind. But none of that’s necessary now….because I GOT THE FUNDING!!!!!

THANK YOU to the Arts Council for funding me to Develop My Creative Practice! There’s so much I want to share about it but until everything is utterly locked down and in place, I’ll keep shtum! Just know that this funding is going to utterly change my course as a musician, songwriter, DJ, and performer. It’s going to take me on adventures with music at the forefront and it’s going to provide me with space and time I’ve desperately craved to focus on my development as an artist – technically, creatively and spiritually.

I am so utterly overjoyed. Thank you so much to everyone who’s ever come to a show, listened to my songs and danced at my sets – I wouldn’t be here without all of you encouraging me to follow this dream. Together, We Fly!!!!

We Fly – Launch Party

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Wow. Just wow.  I am so utterly blown away by the amount of people who came and supported the release of We Fly.  150+ of you singing Blackbird back to me was what the dreams of 9 year old me were made of.

I am so happy to have the fantastic Vanessa Maria interviewing me about the EP (soon to be heard as a podcast – watch this space!) I knew she would bring thoughts to the table that I hadn’t even considered before about myself and my music and it was a truly wonderful way to start the evening.

The band… Oh wow. I am so so lucky to have such wonderful people on this journey with me. They were SO tight and it was a true honour to play with each of them. There’s so much to say and to be honest I’m still processing everything. It was the best night I can remember, such an emotional evening for so many reasons. I’ve been mentally preparing for getting up on stage and talk about this identity journey all year and it’s been really scary but hearing things like the below is why I do it – because we are all in this together.

Thank you for your words Samantha Lindo 🖤

To EVERY SINGLE PERSON who came to support and surrounded me with such love and acceptance – and all those who were there in spirit….Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 🧡🧡🧡

Now, let’s get this chick heard! Share her everywhere 😜

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